Hiding

Here I am hidden in my room as my brother brings his girlfriend over for whatever reason. Word has it that he is quite smitten with her.

As for why I am hiding? I have this rather complex inferiority complex that I seem to have with everybody. It's not the fact that I feel inferior but I have these self esteem issues where if I imagine someone is judging me, I dwell on it and quite frankly I have quite a bit to judge myself on. Whether it being that I must restart my bachelors while my peers are steadily transitioning into jobs. Or that I must burden my father to work a few more years to get me through college yet again. Or that I can't spoil my girlfriend due to financial issues? Ah such are the musings of the unemployed. 

On the plus side, made green tea crepe cake together with the girlfriend. Not presentable but a cake does not need to be a looker to be devoured.